I'm sorry everyone, but, today has come the time to admit my biggest secret that I had since I joined DeviantArt 20 months and 3 days ago. You won't like what I am going to say, but I had to eventualy admit the truth to everyone of you...

The brown-haired girl with brown eyes, freckles and pony tail hair Is not a girl. It's not a person. Yes! She is completly made up. She is nothing but a mere recolor of Bridgette (and her cousin to) she has been designed by me, a teenager guy, because I, who had a crush on Bridgette herself back in 2007 (I'm not kidding, this october 16th, not april 1rst), got mad because she was kissing her boyfriend Geoff at the Playa del Losers and then I said "I must invent someone as hot as Bridgette (and that is not older than I (I was 13 back at the time and Bridgette is 16) and that did not already have a boyfriend,etc.).".

At first I handrew her, which gave a not-so-bad result (in my opinion), but then came the day (I don't remember precisly when) I discovered recolors, since everyone else (or almost) of the tdi fan community did, which made me think that was not only Ok, but actually AWESOME! So I created the account of alphavolcom febuary 13th 2008 on DeviantArt.com and I was impressed, but, now, I just see that recolor (who I gave up having a crush on in July 2008, when I made myself a recolor of Courtney for the heck of it and fell in love with it and she was Courtney's cousin) Brandy is not impressive at all, in my opinion, she is a result of my ancient recolor techniques.

I gave up recolors on the night from May 28th to May 29th 2009, when I started handrawing another tdi fan character and scanned her and transformed her on paint and fell in love with her to. She is not related to any official Total Drama Island character. Then came this AWESOME SUMMER, in which in Very late July 2009, I fell in love with a real person for the first time in a heck of a long time (before then, I only had crushes on non-existant cartoon/fan characters since Feburay (or something like that) 2007. It was a liberation I was due to live to live the thrills of real crushes no non-existant girl, ever could have made me live and I invite anyone living in an idealised-fantasy love world who has a crush on a non-existant person to open their heart to actual people, even if you live defeats such as : "I already have a boyfirend." or "Your'e not my type!", etc. because they will be the ones to open your mind and show you at least an idea of what love actually is. Try it! It's delicious!

F.Y.I.: I still don't have a girlfriend...



...yet!


Thank you everyone, including my friends. Say what you want, hate me or even ban me if you want, because what I have done is probably somewhat illegal. The most important thing is that I have learned a lesson.

I'm sorry everyone!